Not Everybody Is Ready to Receive You


Laying in bed as I write this blog post for the week and it dawned on me that I allowed someone into my space both literally and figuratively only to find out the timing was off. The feeling of being connected in that moment was something I had lost in my quest to wholeness and self preservation. I'd become so guarded that nothing was getting through if I was the one in control. Well needless to say my guard came down. Imagine being in the backseat of a limo and that little window or partition rolls down a tiny bit where you can see the driver's eyes in the rearview mirror as he or she is speaking to you. Got that visual? Yea that's how much my guard went down and that was too much.

When it comes to my family and friends I'm extremely guarded as to not introduce them to anyone. When I allow someone into my space that I feel is "introductory worthy", that's when you know you're in. I wasn't looking for anyone and it kinda just all happened at once. Just as fast as it happened...it unhappened. Timing was "right" in the moment but in reality it wasn't. The connection and energy is strong as hell, yet the timing isn't.

Being caught up in a moment of normality is an amazing feeling. Especially when you've been out of it for so long. A very good guy friend of mine said to me "my mom always told me to reflect on what you can change and have memories of what you wanna keep". That statement resonated with me because that's exactly who I am.

I was told I'm the full package. I mean I agree yet at the same time it's one of those "it's me not you" deals. With that said, it tells me that everyone is not ready for my energy. Just as they are not ready for me, I'm not ready for them. In order to be all you can be, you have to be that for yourself before you can even think about being it for someone else.

Continue to love yourself and understand that everybody is not ready to "receive you" as one of my girlfriends so eloquently said during one of our conversations. Although you're not ready to be received in a intimate relationship aspect, if you so desire, you can be there to support others through their own journey of transformation. Not everyone is ready for your energy....remember that.

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With Love,
LR Wilson, Founder

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