🎶 "A heart is a house for love and I've learned that it don't take much to break" 🎶
If you don't hear nothing else today...hear this! The heart has a whole mind of it's own and most of the time it is not aligning with our brain! Yes I said it here first so that you and i can get some things straight. I would like to think that my I intelligence is somewhat high in normal circumstances but when that heart takes the place of your mind and things ain't...yes I said ain't...lining up, there's confusion!
Most recently I had a conversation with a really good friend and we came to the conclusion that the heart is the most powerful of all organs in the body. You simply can not live with it. Periodt! There's no way around it. As much as we try to lock that thing away after being hurt, it's like a damn `mogwai'! Those of you who have seen the movie Gremlins know what I'm talking about. Those of you who haven't...well 1) watch it and 2) shame on you lol! Anyway what happens is a shop owner sells a mogwai to a patron with the warning to never expose him to bright light, water, or to feed him after midnight they multiply and turn into Gremlins. Well that's how the heart is....
Once you start feeding it...at anytime...it begins to multiply.
My heart has been tucked away ever so carefully under a damn deadbolt with steel doors and 24 hour security...to no avail! Sometimes things just find a way of slipping through the cracks very unintentionally. Those are the things I am most worried about. Since my debacle, I've been very carefully orchestrating my exit so my heart is never involved again. As the days past and you're continually shown something that you either haven't experienced, long to experience or experienced it differently in your past and that's what you're not use to, you want to open your heart up more so you can get the whole package. I mean you should want to but there's that whole movie playing in the background of how things use to be.
You can't bring old furniture into a new house and expect things to look differently. That's where I am! I'm a work in progress trying to open myself up to things that don't require my whole heart, but it's hard and alot of work keeping that thing locked away. Then on top of that, I've turned into that girl that gives you zero chances if you fuck up! Like I'm done with chances. You knew what you were doing when you did it so I'm good. Hell now that I write that...I forsee a longstanding relationship with myself lol! Meh...I'm done compromising my happiness. Say what it is and that's how it is...done!
Well this has been eye opening I must say! So the bottom line is....protect your heart at all cost; however understand that you are the keeper of it and who you allow in and out is by YOUR CHOICE...not theirs!
#findyourhappy
With Love,
LR WILSON, FOUNDER
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