Emotions

As I blasted the lyrics of Emotions by Destiny's Child on Valentine's Day..

"It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonight?

Ooo baby
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
Cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taken me over"

I would be lying and NOT transparent if I sat here and wrote something saying I wasn't caught up. Not so much in the relationship that I am no longer in...but just having that "acknowledgement" was more of the issue. Yes I received many Happy Valentine's Day text, instant messages, gifts, calls etc but it's just not the same as what I am use to. I can say that this year I did not cry so that's a victory in itself!

I received gifts from friends and even dinner with drinks. I cherish each of those things as well as the people. With that said.. something was missing....uh yea a real relationship! I did third wheel it with a couple..that was fun..but y'all know there is nothing like your own.

In time things will become the norm. I am blessed to have so many that love me everyday and V Day is just another day. I prefer love and GIFTS...stop...all year long. Those of you who did get the love you needed and desired as well as any gifts on your special day...CONGRATS! Enjoy and embrace every moment of it. Always remember the good times and the love that is shared.

Caught up in emotions....yep that was me. Annnndddd now we move forward.

#findyourhappy

With Love,

LR Wilson, Founder
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