It's My Bloggerversary!!

Today is my Bloggerversary!!!! Yes I made that up right here and right now. This month has been all of the following for me:

Serenity
The month of December has brought me so much peace to unreconciled feelings in my life. We come and go everyday and people don't even know us well enough to see that we are not at peace with many things. In my case it's been old feelings. Because I'm human. .when you care about someone or something and those feelings are suppressed, they find their way of seeping out. Mine came out in tears. Tears of remembrance of the good times and tears of joy which brought me back to my place of serenity.

Power
I never knew just how much power I have until this month as well. Believing in myself is an ongoing struggle for me in many areas. The reason being is I want things to be done right and never let myself done. I am indeed my worst critic. Once I received the final divorce decree I began to reflect on all the things I needed to get done ASAP. I began them, then I was halted in my steps. I felt powerless and like I won't be able to get things done because I wanted them to happen instantaneously. Well I'm here to tell you...that's not how it works. So I'm just slowing down and regaining the power I do have...waiting for direction at the appropriate time.

Integrity
Yes honey!! I had to hold my head up and move right along knowing that I was doing the right thing. I asked for nothing more and nothing less than I rightfully deserved and was supposed to have. I don't understand how people have time to be spiteful in divorce proceedings. If nothing else...please have some integrity in what you're doing. Not only you are being affected, everyone in your circle will be affected. Show them that you have integrity so they too will model that same behavior in things they encounter. Be on the up and up!

Perseverance
I've been fighting for my life since I left my mother's womb! It's safe to say that I will stay the course and push through with all that I have. I'm someone that doesn't give up easy, hence the years it took to get to this place I am now. I may become discouraged at times because I want things to happen now, but the difference with me from some is that I don't give up until I've made it my business to try everything in MY power to make it happen. I'm a soldier and I'm a survivor. It's what I do!

Redemption
Finally this is my redemption story. Writing this blog was one of the best therapy session additions I have ever encountered. It has allowed me to be candid and honest with myself as well as with the audience. Some days were really hard during these last 52 weeks since I started, but it needed to happen in order for me to ARRIVE!

People were inquiring about what I was going to say on the Bloggerversary blog. I said I don't know because I haven't been given direction. I wait and wait and wait...lo and behold the fingers get to pecking away at the keyboard as words, emotions, truths hit the page.

There are big plans in the works for 2019 and Channeling Tequila brand. Whatever you do in life...just know that IT WILL HAPPEN if you have serenity, power, integrity, and perseverance to get to redemption!

Thank you so very much for allowing me to be a part of your story in whatever way I have been. I'm turning the page and opening a new chapter. Will you come with me on this journey?

#findyourhappy

With Love
LR Wilson, Founder
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