Dream Zone

Dream Zone

How many of us pay attention to our dreams when it comes to evaluating our lives? When I talk about dreams...I am talking about the dreams that we have when we are sleeping. Our unconscious selves speaking in a conscious mind. Well although my dreams are quite vivid the one that I had a few nights ago was to say the least very telling!

I dreamed that I was throwing up. Have you ever had a dream where it was so real that you actually felt the after effects of it when you awoke? This was me the other night. So back to my dream as I digressed....
I was vomiting profusely and had no idea why. In the dream I was slumped over regurgitating continuously. When I woke up I literally had globs of spit protruding from my mouth. I could not stop it! I was awake and could not stop the spit from flowing out of my mouth onto my pillow. Yessss this is gross as hell! Not to mention very wet and disturbed my resting state! All day long as I went about my day I continued to relive the moments in that dream so I decided to look it up.

I looked at several sources including the spiritual meaning of the dream and it all came back to one thing...purging! My body was purging evil and anything associated with negative energy. Although I read several dream interpretations this one was by far the most accurate and simple for me to understand and share.

https://dreamingandsleeping.com/dreams-about-vomiting-interpretation-and-meaning/

"If you have been dreaming you are vomiting, it means that there is something in your life you need to get rid of...."

I'll just leave that right there so you all can ponder on it when you're ready. Lord knows I have been battling with everything in me and when this is all said and done we can really talk about the realness of my situation. I have never had a dream of this magnitude before and this was an eye opening experience.

The universe has a way of allowing you to figure things out on your own by leading you directly to what has to happen!! As much as you can fight a situation with your body...your soul is in control of the outcome. There is nothing like "soul confirmation" to validate everything your body has been telling you.

Before you love anyone or anything else...please understand that you must first love you. You have to be able to be selfish in order to keep your own sanity. Take care of your mind...body and soul. Protect your peace and allow yourself to live beyond your expectations.

#findyourhappy

With Love
LR Wilson, Founder
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Blinded by Sight

Have you ever been in a place where you questioned whether or not you are indeed a good person? Yes, of course, none of us a perfect; however the intentions of a good person is to help those in any way possible because you want them to succeed. The problem comes in when you're giving someone or something all of your "good person" energy yet that's not enough. Why isn't it enough? Well I'm glad you asked!!

When you allow people, places or things to take, take, take your good person energy and never refill it...it becomes extremely draining. You begin to question whether or not you are doing the right things. You become Blinded by Sight. What that means is things are happening in front of your face yet you are blinded because you want to still do right by people.

The worst feeling in the world is to one day open your eyes to something or someone you don't recognize and you've known it/them most of your life. Things that in a million years no one could have paid you to believe would happen...happens. If you have never experienced this type of pain, I pray that you never will. Once you reach the place of being forced to open your eyes and seeing people for who they really are, you are no longer blinded by sight. There comes a time when enough is just that...enough. You no longer desire to be used and abused in order to show that you're a good person by continuing to accept or put up with things to pacify/satisfy the circumstances you have been presented with. You don't have to be a doormat to be a good person.

Everything we do comes back to us. Bad for bad. Evil for evil. Good for good. When you use people to get what you want. And yessss I am using the word "used" from a selfish view, you will reap exactly what you sow. Be very clear that every action has a reaction whether positive or negative...it is inevitable that it will happen. Continue to open your heart, mind and soul to do good despite your reservation when someone attempts to take your "good person" vibe!

#findyourhappy

Respectfully

LR WILSON, Founder
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When Kindness is YOUR Weakness

Growing up I was always taught to "kill them with kindness".  At the same time, I was never told that my kindness would indeed by my weakness!  Often times I allow my heart to lead me in the direction I am supposed to go.  With that said, I also place myself in other people's shoes to determine how to respond.  Well all of that has gotten me kicked in the teeth!  Killing them with kindness is killing me internally! Let's be perfectly clear . .I am no saint and have never claimed to be; however I do have a heart . . .although black now. . .but you understand what I'm saying!

People will only do what you allow them to do.  At some point, killing them with kindness will take its toll on your carnal existence.  YES through the eyes of God we are to be nice and not want retaliation for other people's actions.  That too allows me to be the person that I am because I believe that God will take care of it all in the end.  My question is WHEN IS THIS HAPPENING?  You give, give and give people hoping that they will reciprocate and when that doesn't happen, it places you in a moral dilemma.  Moral dilemmas are uncomfortable space for me.  I hate being the bitch that I very well can be as a Leo; but at times is most definitely has to happen in order to keep my own sanity in place.

Some, including my own family members, can not understand the way I do things.  The only way I can explain things is by saying "I try to do what's right by people and I would never want anyone to treat me the way that I clearly would be treated if the shoe was on the other foot."  Yea . .they still didn't sway their thinking.  Quite frankly the time has come for me to be just that . . continuously unbothered and unconcerned with other people's lives.  Even the ones that would and did hang me out to dry.  Please feel free to insert whatever your thoughts are here.

My name is LaToya Wilson and I have come to terms with "my kindness is my weakness" to those who desire to USE ME to their advantage.  Now that I am able to voice that aloud . . .LET THE GAMES BEGIN!

Don't continue to live in a constant state of "kill them with kindness" when you know damn well that is NOT working out for you and your life so now is the time to make that change.  Choose to be free from all aspects of narcissism in order to live your best life!

#findYOURhappy

With Love,

LR Wilson, Founder
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The Blessing of Betrayal

Betrayal is one of those words that fuel alot of emotion no matter how you try to spin it!  You tend to think back to all the hurt, harm, embarrassment and disrespect that happened during that time.  If you have ever been or even felt betrayed, you know exactly what I'm talking about.  Betrayal is a nasty thing and can lead to many feelings.  Well I'm here to tell you that not all betrayal is bad.  Wait . .wait . .wait let me explain!

Some betrayal is a BLESSING!!  Of course when we are going through that moment this is the last thing we want to hear or even acknowledge.  If we look back over all the things that we went through to STAY in said relationship, whether it's a marriage, a friendship, a professional relationship . . whatever it is . .you went through alot to stay in it.  This relationship was given your time, your care, your sanity all for the sake of keeping it afloat.  Guess what . . that betrayal was a BLESSING!!  You are free from all that has kept you bound.

The Blessing of Betrayal is real.  I never looked at betrayal as a blessing at first.  As I slowly came into my own over the past three years, I learned that although I say "everything happens for a reason" . .I didn't fully understand that motto.  ANDDDD . . now I do!  I am living in the Blessing of Betrayal.  Things I never thought I would be able to do, I have done.  Places I've wanted to go, I have gone.  As this year comes to an end soon, I will be making some major moves in my life in an effort to continue to better myself and hopefully inspire others to do the same.

I would never advocate for someone to leave a relationship, unless it's abusive; however I will say that if you're waiting to get out of a situation and YOU have been or feel betrayed, there is a BLESSING there.  You just have to receive it.  To be quite honest, the Blessing of Betrayal in your situation may be to make things stronger, so that you and your significant other can move forward into what is to be.  Look at your circumstance and decide what would be best for YOU so that whatever decision you make, it's YOUR decision because that's what' best.  When you're good . ..everyone is good!

The Blessing of Betrayal is just that . . A BLESSING!

#findYOURhappy

With Love,

LR Wilson, Founder
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